Rosewicket Wicca Coven

I have always been drawn to magic, and have  used it (without consciously meaning to) before i started studying. Unfourtantly, i had little to no idea what i was doing, and caused harm doing it. This was before i started studying witchcraft and realised what i had done, to clarify. As a result of this "underage magic" as i like to call it, i very nearly caused my dad to die several times (i only realised this a few weeks ago, how strange it was that he always had a very serious acident a few days after i wished him dead without thinking) and i belive i may have been the cause of the death of somebody from my school. Of cource, the whole time, i never meant to, i simply let my emotions get away with me, and spent along time punishing msyself for it when i realised what i had done. I was wondering if anyone else has had a simililar thing happen to them?

Victoria, this is one of those times, and they happen to lots of people, when you let bad energy manifest. It's two parts: the first is allowing thoughts and not dealing with them, such that bad things happen; and the second is accepting that too much of it is your fault (after all, I've seen people with no knowledge claim they are responsible for events that couldn't have been brought on by one small argument, if you ask me). If you do those things, events like the ones you have described may follow, and you will continue to percieve it as though you are causing disasters.

Thanks chi. However i dont belive in conincidences, and theres come pretty heavy ones in this situation :P but i hear what you saying. Of cource i cant PROVE i caused these things, not at all

Well, even if you don't believe there are such things as coincidences, some things just are out of proprtion. For example, i have a friend who, within two hours of discovering witchcraft, cast a rain spell. Now, it would have been reasonable to think that weather spells may mess with natural jet streams and climate. That's fair. But my friend thought for some time that she caused Hurricane Katrina. That's an example of percieving more then their actually is.

Ok, that IS ridculoes. Seriously though, i come from a very rascist family (i try very hard not to be rasict myself) and had spent a very long time trying my very best to friendly to a type of people i had been brought up to loath. And every time, without fail, they would throw it in my face. No maa\tter what i did. So the anger and fustration built up. How was i suppose to learn not to hate them if they kept acting this way? so eventaully, without thinking, i desired them to all feel pain, and loss, and sorrow. All of them. without thinking i pored every inch of my negative emotions into it. Straight afterwords, i got a hunch that what i had said would work. I then paniced, and tried to undo what i said. Then i forgot about it, thinking i was just being paranoid. However, the very next day, EVERY single person of that race in the school was miserable. All of them. One of thier most loved family members was dead, having crashed a van on the way to drop off a tombstone for a different person. most of our school was made up of these people, and they ALL Cried that day. conincidence much?

Victoria, I'm not arguing about coincidences, I'm just saying that everything has it's limit.

Yes

Just throught you might agree that this is a rather specific thing that would be rather hard to blow out of proportion? such a specific consquence would be a very uncanny event if it wasn't my doing

Well, I remain skeptical. Not to say that what you're saying didn't happen, just that amoung all those people, I don't think the fact that they were all miserable is your doing.

Actually, I kind of believe it takes a lot of effort to inadvertantly curse someone. You'd have to be mad at them for a while and you would have to subconciously want your anger to manifest. And for one person, you wouldn't see results right away.

Or at least, that is what I seem to pick up from any legitamate cases I have seen.

So, given that, it is difficult for me to believe that your anger manifested without you really trying, in one day, and that it happened to several people. so, perhaps amoung those people who were miserable, maybe it wasn't 100% your doing.

But then again, that's my rule with everything. Nothing is ever 100% one way. There are billions of variables that should be taken into account in any situation. Given the fact that as humans, we can never know everything that happens at one point in time, we call things "coincidences."

Now the problem with coincidences, is that people think they are either 100% true or 100% false. Which, I believe is rubbish.

Everything has a meaning. But for most things, we will never know the whole meaning, because we don't know the billions of variables that took place in any one instance.

So, in short, I don't believe that "coincidents just happen". But, I will never be able to judge what really happens in these cases, because it is physically impossible to know.

correction: i had been very angrey for a very long time about how they were treating me, but was holding back for moral reasons. And i DID hate them. So i could have willed it to work.

However, there is no point arguing whether it was my doing or not becuase as you said, there is no way of knowing

Victoria, as I already said, I am not arguing with you over whether or not coincidences or other such phenomena exist; you asked if such a thing is possible and I said that to my experience it was - but most of the time the people who think it's happening to them are mistaken, and the people who have no idea about it experience this the most. That's not the end all be all, that's just what my experience has said up to this point.